Bleach Movie : Fade to Black

Rukia Kuchiki, who was away from Seireitei and was therefore safe from this incident, is attacked by the same scythe wielder. As it hurtles towards her, she feels something inside her vanish, her heart and memories have been stolen. Meanwhile, in the human world, Ichigo Kurosaki senses danger, wakes up, and realizes that Rukia’s existence had vanished from his mind for a moment. Kon reveals another coded letter from Rukia, similar to the one she left before leaving to be executed in Soul Society.

Ichigo and Kon visits Kisuke Urahara, at Urahara’s store, only to discover that he, too, has completely forgotten Rukia. They do learn from him, however, that a part of Seireitei was destroyed and that there may be a relation. Ichigo refers to Rukia as “a precious comrade,” earning a smirk from Urahara, who opens a gate to the Soul Society.

Meanwhile, Rukia finds herself in a small cabin in the 78th district of Rukongai, Inuzuri, where she (along with Renji Abarai) was brought up in her childhood. She then finds two “siblings” beside her, calling her name and welcoming her with joy. When Rukia asks for their names, they reply by saying that she had promised to give them names a long time ago. Both ask for her to give them their names. Rukia tries to remember and does recall having taken care of the siblings in the same cabin, but cannot remember their names. Having forgotten her time and status as a soul reaper, she then questions what she had been doing, at which the siblings answer that she had been sleeping for a very long time.

In Seireitei, Ichigo is confronted by A group of Soul Reapers including Shūhei Hisagi, Renji, and Sajin Komamura) who proceed to attack him after seeing him accidentally use his hollow mask. When intruding in the Kuchiki mansion, Ichigo finds Byakuya Kuchiki staring at the picture of his late wife, Hisana Kuchiki; Byakuya informs Ichigo that Hisana was raised in Inuzuri. Thanking him, Ichigo hurries to Inuzuri, detects Rukia via smell, and finds her on the roof of the cabin looking over at her friends’ graves.

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business proposal from a friend

Well, it might sound immature but I like it because it looks like it has a lot of people commenting and I’m a big fan so I know I’ll really enjoy owning a site that has that many people making comments. I’d want to write articles for the site and stuff like that.
Is it hard to separate from the others because the links for episodes all link to another blogspot site?
I’d like to buy the one you already have because of the people. Since you’re able to make them can you sell me the one you already have (and the others if they’re attached) and make new ones for yourself to build back up?  I can gladly pay you $6,000 but for all the sites I can raise it to $7,000 if that makes sense for you.

Thanks,

Do you know where to draw the line

Do you know where to draw the line when it comes to helping ? Do you know when to say you did all you can? Do you know know when you should stop helping people who don’t even wanna help themselves? As choco would put it, ” can’t tell grown ass people what to do, and you shouldn’t help someone who refuses to help themselves.” It’s like when you help someone time after time for anything and everything they start to take advantage and assume you will always be there to “spoon feed” them. I understand you gotta help your family, but don’t you think its time for them to help themselves? People who make excuses for other people goes to show that their need to help is greater than the need of those asking for help from the other end. I just don’t understand it. I mean after all you have done for them, how can someone, grown ass people, be so irrisponsible? People who have the ability to rationalize to do what ever means necessary to survive yet still be so carefree with obligations needed to be fulfilled. I am disgusted at the fact that you have continuesly helped these people you call “family” and yet in the times you are needing little help they are nowhere to be found. Help/support should be a give and take relationship on both ends. I have never seen a family so selfish and so self-centered in my life. I have never seen anyone so irrisponsible so money-driven who will stop at nothing to get it and will do anything and everything no matter how low it might be to obtain money. People who change because they get money. I’m not a “Bible” oriented type of person, but in this case, money is the root of all evil. tsk tsk. It really bothers me and annoys but that I can sit here and rant about all day long, but theres really nothing I can do about it. You give advice to someone with the utmost sincerity to look out for that person [because you care so much about that person and you dont wanna see them get used and abused like that,especially from her OWN family], but they don’t listen. What else is there to do? Sit here and watch. I mean I can’t do anything. It’s like seeing someone murder your loved one in front of you while you stand behind a glass wall helplessly watching. I even stressed for her. The whole situation is ridiculous!! Why is it only me who can see it? I guess 3rd party viewing can be more clear at times. It’s like, for example: in the mothman prophecies. there was this one part where richard gere was talking to some guy who had first hand experience with the “entities” he states, ” ..Maybe they can’t see the future but see a lil’ more further out. Like if I was standing at the top of a 12 story building, and you are on the ground level, respectively I can see further out than you can since I’m in an elevated level…” So you can see it that way, some people mistaken to “see the future” rather than actually being able to “predict” the outcome of any given situation just because of perspective.

after awhile giving the same advice can be redundant and quite exhausting. I guess why stress for someone who doesn’t wanna listen to constructive critism,right? Maybe someday they’ll actually rationalize the way they handle “situations” and will be able to see that when certain advice is given they should actually follow it or take it into some serious consideration. After all, a good friend gives a non-biased constructive critism advice, but someone who loves you gives the best advice with the utmost sincerity with the intentions to only protect you from harm.

what an exhausting day

what an exhausting day, I could’ve swore I coughed out a lung or two, “ba-jeebuzz” Seriously, I didn’t end up going to work again today, no voice. Thankfully, I got to see da’ doc and she gave me some “goodies” hopefully itll do me justice. anyway finished the closet project,finally. got the red carpet in and all the other stuff. pics are as follows:

really gotta be there in person to appreciate the hard work. hard to catch the angles on camera. Now I’m working on my room. Just got the stenciling left to do…

Good Friday

Good Friday!! Yes yes, I am at work, hopefully itll just be a short day today, but we’ll see! got an important errand to run after work. Aunt coming into town, can’t wait. Been playing alot mahjong lately, LOL. man…

Didn’t go to work yesterday sick as hell, but after I went to see the doc well you know, she put me on some “goodies” knock me the fuck out lastnight. feelin’ good this morning! Yes them drugs. MmM kekekek

^^ soundin’ a bit like a druggie there, muh bad. Im just all over the place today, muh fault folks! another thing been bothering me is that:…. I better not. Lemme see what happens first then I’ll spill it. so yeah as always me and choco talking about the “deeper things” of life. Bout how can someone just put their trust on someone, the other does something to jepordize that trust, and then get back into the “swing” of things again. I mean I would have to agree with choco, really disways anyone from wanting to get into a “serious” relationship these days. Each time you set yourself up for hurt. *sigh* but I guess thats part of life..well.. love right? Part of being human. Can’t really prepare yourself to never be hurt, because hurt is inevitable and unavoidable if you give that person your trust and love. Really sad, how some people just disregard that, take it for granted.

I guess what I’m trying to say is the best way to avoid being hurt, in that sense, is to avoid being in a relationship or try to control your feelings if you do decide to be with someone. Other than that, you’ll get hurt one way or another. I know I shouldn’t or anyone shouldn’t live life with regrets but their are a few things that I wish I could’ve changed or done differently.And for those who know me, know what I’m talking about.If not, then obviously its for me to keep, you know let it linger. Like whispers in the dark, can’t be seen but can be heard, can be felt and you know its there. So yeah right now, as far as love life goes, I hold alot in my plate, cause I simply can’t decide what to do. Even though I know exactly what I should do, I’m not sure if I want to do it quite yet. But as choco would put it, what you do now,cha, doesn’t really matter. It will not change the outcome of the things to come. Wether it happens now or later it will happen.

It’s like from the “get-go” I didn’t expect to develope anything with her, but shit happens and knowing the type person I am, first hand, it was inevitable for me to feel this way regardless of outcome. I simply am a “needy” kind of person. and my needs should be a want, and someone can “want” something all they want but doesn’t necessarily mean you’ll get it. I guess my want is starting to be a “need” since I “cave” into my desires more than I should. One day hopefully, I will be able to control myself and not satisfy my thirst for my desires to come true. You gotta limit yourself, you know. If you don’t then it can be fatal.

Interesting Morning I had

Interesting Morning I had, I tell you that much. I’ll leave the details up in the air. Decided to go with my parents back home to Philippines. Got to take care of some things down there anyway. Then have some “fun” time. Can’t wait.

Well have alot of things on my mind, and I do very much want to “spill it” but it wouldn’t be right for the moment. So think I’ll just chill out,calm myself then…well, you know the rest. Short entry today, got tons to do at work.

Morning folks

Morning folks! Hope everyone had a “decent” weekend. mine was so so. Had a blast with Aunt and her family. Let’s see.. well good thing I don’t cough anymore *knocks on wood* this med is kicking my ass though, tummy hurts feelin drowsy icky stuff. but hey so long as I dont cough up a lung…or two right?

Why do people make excuses to justify that what they are saying or doing is the right way or try to hide what the realism on the truth is? I mean its like when you call a buddy up, tell her/him your problems, you expect some type of feedback right? something. Well She hates it when I voice my opinion on her “issues” I’m like ” Then why tell me, if you don’t wanna hear what I think.” wanna tell me to just say it ask questions but not have me answer any of them? I mean that is just plain stupid. Its like saying “I’m feelin’ down and frustrated how are you? *same person thinks: Please don’t answer my question I just wanted to ask but I didn’t want a response* then turn around and get angry and say I’m not paying attention. WTF? I guess im not a mind reader like some people. I can’t tell the difference between someone asking me a question and wether or not I should say anything, for fear that when i respond it might envoke an argument. Which is ridiculous. Why should I fear that? If you dont wanna hear my opinion, then don’t ask me for it or tell me things that don’t “concern me”. Some people are just fucking retarded. Sorry for the language but it just frustrates me, even though I shouldn’t be. Just so much anger and frustration happens when shes at her house. Seems to me that she going through alot of “bullshit” and she wanna bring me down too. Hellz naw! I tell you something: “The shit thats happening now, is all your fault. You are the one who caused it and brought unto yourself to take on resposibility when you aren’t even responsible enough to take care of YOUR OWN issues first. Hypocrite if you ask me. Contradicting with what you say and your actions with the matter at hand, is the truth. Sometimes the truth hurts and I have accepted the fact that I can very much be without you, and that I can very much find someone else more deserving of me then you, I can very much leave you to shit and let you deal with it. Remember that! You, my dear are the one holding on. I am your exit, your temporary relief, your vacation you long for everytime you go back to that house of chaos. I simply am, and my intentions are NOT to be conceited in anyway, your last hope. Wanna sit there and tell me information that doesn’t concern me and then turn and tell me its non of my business? Then stop offering useless information then. You wanna vent then vent, I have no problems with that, but when you start directing all your anger and frustration my way, it aint cool at all. I am not the one who brought you the problems, the only problem you have with me is letting go. You say You wanna stick around cause it’s for me? To give me time to recover? Recover from what? I simply was just a swimmer, swimming along, had weight on my shoulders and the weight fell off and im back to floating and swimming easier again. What’s the deal? I might cry when I’m alone, I might weep. But in reality, I don’t need this bullshit. Keep it up, you’ll lose a good friend out of me, amongst other things.

Where to find Acupuncture in Cebu

There is one, Dr. Felipe Lim, a good doctor. His clinic is at Happy Valley Subd., V. Rama St., Cebu City. You can contact him through tel. no. 253-6648.. I tried Acupuncture for my upper back pain.. And so far it went fine.. Still have 3 sessions left.

Well didn’t sleep too well lastnight.

Well didn’t sleep too well lastnight. As always,naman. I fell asleep for a total of 2 hours and 30 mins, and thats 2 hours and 30 mins non-consecutive. Last time I closed my eyes was at the 3 am early this morning. Woke up again at 5 am. I think everyone didnt sleep too well lastnight. My fellow co-workers were all complaing about the same thing. I guess this daylight savings messes your schedule up,eh? For me, it was deeper than that, I felt my lonliness again lastnight. Sadly, I know this is barely the beginning and I have yet to experience the peak of this “alone” time. I’m dreadin’ it *Cha cringes*

Was surfin’ for a lil’ bit lastnight didn’t find too much on the net. did however make a picture of choco south park style. LoL. it’s hilarious. Picture as follows:

tellin’ yeah hilarious. She even got a hat like that too. too funny. All the while Im crackin’ some type of laughter, I talked to Adren lastnight for a few minutes. Said he was coming home from Arkansas and by then it was 9:30pm I dont know how that boi does it, but if it were me I would be exhausted. He then called me later on late late lastnight, amongst others, (cha gives out a not too thrilled look* and it was like 2 something. I fell asleep just saw his miss call this morning. Wonder what was bothering him.

talked to choco lastnight, asking her whats next for her apartment. It’s amazing. Beautiful she couldn’t have picked a better place. But thats just appearance, I’ll hold my tongue until something comes up, which hopefully won’t. Well had a handful of late calls lastnight, mostly private callers, I finally picked up and how you gonna just say, “hey Cha” and hang up? wtf? They better be glad I wasn’t sleeping real good or they would be hearing more than a dial tone coming out of me from my end.

*Cha huddles into a ball position* damn cramps hurtin like hell here. On top of that sleepy and tired. What a way to start the week, dont you think? Im struggling to stay awake here, feelin like I took a dose of nyquil. Not a good feeling. bloggin’ is the only thing that keeping me occupied and awake at the moment *Cha’s head falls unto the desk, a loud “thump” is heard and Cha is knocked out….*

Eyes lookin’ like I got my ass whooped

HUGE HEADACHE!!! Eyes lookin’ like I got my ass whooped. On top of that almost was late this morning. I just remember hitting the snooze button and fell right back to sleep, I was so dizzy this morning still am. Florescent light shining so bright, it pains me to sit here.

Got home yesterday and slept through most of the day, went back to bed and I still am very tired. I feel so stressed out.  a few more months for vac time and I’ll be in complete bliss for 2 weeks. Sleep late, wake up late, go to the mall, visit family. see some friends. etc.

So much things that I feel, like so sad and depressed lately. Other times I’m able to cope. Most of the time, complete disaray and chaos. Head is spinning full of thoughts, body exhausted full of emotions, eyes worn out so many tears. Im really to a point where I’m actually lookng forward to feeling numb. All this pain I just can’t cut it. Maybe I give myself too little credit, Adren always tells me that I’m stronger than I think am. Just afraid to be strong. I don’t know, after all, he is just the male version of me. He must be right. I don’t know I don’t feel strong. In fact, I feel weaker than weak. Is that possible?